Enter My World Of Poetry

NOT JUST ANOTHER YEAR....

2005-12-31T21:50:00.000-04:00

We welcome in a new year;
With that I wipe away a single
but not forgotten tear.

A happy tear, okay maybe a
sad;
Another year has come to pass
is that really so bad.

Sure my world gets turned up
side down;
And every now and then, things
come unwound.

If I had to make a resolution what
would that be?
That maybe in 2006...I can really
be me.

Some of us set and think..Another
wasted year;
I want to leave 2005 remembering
hugs,Laughter,Smiles, The memories
we forever hold dear.

Can't we come together in 2006 try
to embrace;
Living another day happy to see
the laughter in our children's face.

So lets bring this year in being
happier then before;
Never forgetting the memories
as we open "New Years" door.

By:Nicole Myers
C:December 31st
2 hrs. Away from 2006

WISHING EVERYONE A WONDERFUL
NEW YEAR!!!

From you, The beauty in a rose

2005-12-15T13:53:00.000-04:00

there's nothing like the beauty in a rose;
there's nothing like watching it as it
blossoms and grows.

I set here and thank about how special
you make me feel;
With roses, And cards,With your arms
rapped around me,It all becomes so real.

I thank about our sad times, And happy
times there were many;
But we came through the bad, And made it
through the good times plenty.

I thank about how glad I am you want and
need me;
My roses live, Showing me our lives together
were meant to be.

I thank again how happy you make me,How the
roses bring tears and laughter to my face;
Making me realize you will always be my
happy place.

Again I picture our forever after;
cuddling close to you, as we take in our
children's laughter.

C:December 15, 2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

Dedicated to my husband
through the good, And bad
You will always be my best
friend. The love of my life!!

Getting back on track with my sister

2005-12-05T17:08:00.000-04:00

" Getting back on track with my sister"
We have our ups and downs, And sure It's a battle, That I know; But here and now I'm your little sister..... So with that there's these feelings I need to show.
I came into your world faster then you wanted, I remember those stories as a kid; About me, With all the crazy things you said, And did.
We laughed about it then....But I thank those feelings stayed in you a little bit; With that here I am writing you this as I set.
You said some awful things that hurt me so deep inside; It felt like my world came crumbling down, And I was left with nowhere else to hide.
But your my sister and I love you that much will always be true; No matter what awful things we both say, Or do.
I'm here and now telling you that sisters we will always be; No matter what awful things you thank of me.
I only wish we had more time to spend together, Then you might know me more; But in the end I will always be there, Because that's what sisters are for.
C: December 5, 2005 By: Nicole Myers
Dedicated to my middle sister Kelly .WE have made it through the toughest fights...With in the end ...Tears, And smiles I love you sis....Always and forever more

2005-11-20T21:48:00.000-04:00

Rising above 9/11

2005-11-18T13:15:00.000-04:00

" Rising Above 9/11"
Today was a day, So scary for many; I remember it well, As well as any. It took my breath away, Looking through the screan. Watching the towers a blaze. My heart felt pain, I just stood there in all; The smoke rising, As I watch those towers start to fall. I did'nt remember the tears coming, But I sure remember how fast they fell; wondering how many lives were lost? And how time would only tell. I thought about those passengers, And how scared they must have been; Knowing this was the end for them, And never seeing there families faces again. These are the things we think could'nt happen to us; But so many times,In so many ways over, and over, It always does. This was my America, And somehow they got in; Even better those towers will rise, And all those lives will live again. 9/11 the first day, I remembering my freedom seeing fear; On this day I'm sure all of America shed a tear. We will rise up!!And our towers will too! This is our America THE RED, WHITE, AND THE BLUE!!!!
BY: Nicole Myers 9/11/2005

"My truest friend"

2005-11-17T21:56:00.000-04:00

My closest friend has truly become
you;
I hope I'm just as much your friend
to.

I remember that time my mother made
me feel sad;
Your words was all it took then I didn't
feel so bad.

I know I'm fragile, And things bring me
down;
But It always seams things get better
whenever your around.

I really don't know what I'd do if you
weren't here;
I guess I just wanted to make my true
feelings clear.

You have brightened each, And everyday;
With just the kind words you always have
to say.

I hope we stay true friends with each
passing year;
And always be there for one another
whenever we shed a tear.

C:sept. 15, 2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

I dedicate this to my new best friend
Jeannie K.....For the little time we've
been friends. She has been the best
friend I've ever had in all my life.
I appreciate her, I love , And value here
friendship..A thank you to her....Niki

" The old me"

2005-11-11T15:04:00.000-04:00

I lay exhausted on the bathroom floor;
Waiting on the "old me" To come
Walking through the door.

I know what makes me hurt and
I just don't want to work on making
it better;
Even though I know if I did it put the
"old me" back together.

I can't stand the pain I'm going through;
And somehow reaching for another pill
is all I know how to do.

The "old me" was this person I liked much
more;
But getting back to me doesn't seem like much
to hope for.

I called out her name if she called back
I didn't here;
Getting the "old me's" attention is my
addictions only fear.

My addiction controls weather or not
I get the "old me" back;
And that I'm afraid is the only way of
getting my life back on track.

Who I am now is someone I fear for;
Now if only I could get up the strength
to open up a new door.

Put the "old me" back in that place she
used to be;
Then for the first time in forever truly
be me.

C:April 20,2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

Some painful memories, Hurtful times in my life
but again they are all apart of my life. I'm fighting
this battle hard! And I'm doing better.writing
brings me to the top. Keeps me happy. And Family
and friends..Make my life worth living..A thank you
to them.

I found someone as great as you

2005-11-09T14:34:00.000-04:00

You are the first man I proudly looked
up to;
I remember as a child wanting to marry
someone as great as you.

You are my father, The man who provided
for us;
I remember the thought as a little girl just
how great you was.

There wasn't a man tell my husband who
took a stand in my life as much as you;
And still just as much today I'm thankful
for everything you do.

I know I probley didn't turn out quite what
you wanted me to be;
And often there are times when you look at
me I wonder who, or what you see.

I messed up a lot it's true, But dad I tried a
little to;
When you took me down that isle you gave
my hand to a man as great as you.

My life's ambition was that you give me away;
And I replay each, and every step we took
still today.

You and my husband are the greatest men I'll
ever know;
And I hope you never forget just how much I
love you so.

To my father the greatest man I ever new
tell you gave my hand to another wonderful
man...My loving husband!!
Dad,.....I love you.....And mom I love you to

C:Oct,1,2005
By:Nikiz_Heart

To my loving wife

2005-11-06T12:28:00.000-04:00

From your husband

Niki is a wonderful person, she is loving, generous, caring, spontanous, and our three wonderful kids and her is the best things in my life. We have been together for 10 years and we
have seen bad and good she been strong through it all and im thankful for that. I love her very much and i know she loves me very much. I hope you all enjoy her writing she is very good at poetry. She has poems from love, fear, anger, and substance abuse, and they are all good. So keep checking out her site and you will not be disappointed in what you read. well im signing off , love you very much honey see ya in a little bit.
from your husband
Lewis xoxo

My life.....

2005-11-05T14:12:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I wonder where I belong, Who I am, What I see
when I look in the mirror at this face staring right back at
me.

It's a shadow, It's a glare. I'm this person who has a name but
I can't seem to find myself something is missing.

I'm out of control, I'm a crashing mess " It's those little pills"
I keep telling myself! "NO" It's just me! It's kind of like in this
dark place....Where there's all these happy faces, I smile to,
I laugh along, But deep down in this dark space I realize there's
something wrong.

Could I be depressed, Could I be stressed, Maybe It's both.......
I'm dieing inside. Screaming for help. Drowning in my emotion.
I can't breath, I can't talk, I want out!!!

But what is out? A bullet in my brain, Is death my only way out?

She is life!! I hold her tiny hand. There's five fingers, Yep there's
five more. She loves me...She doesn't even know me....
Would she love me if she did?

I cry, It's all just so sad, The tears are wet. I laugh, Then I tough
her face. Silly I am....That it is dark and lonely in this place.
But weird how I want her to need me. If only she could see inside
my soul. We are not alike.
But I made her, and she loves me. So I'll live another day in my
shadow, My silence it echoes to breath.....

My life!! It's only what I make of it. So I will try to be me, the one
who I used to be......

I wrote this when I was going through A tough time. I was really
sad. But the good , the bad, The ugly, Are all apart of poetry....
And can be exspected from me... Nikiz_Heart
C: feb. 10, 2003

Let me love you

2005-11-02T14:30:00.000-04:00

Let me love you-Like you never have
been;
And when were through lets start all
over again.

Let me hold you-Tonight like forever
is at it's end.
Like we've fallen in love all over and It's
all just about to begin.

Let me show you like this...Something a
promise could never touch;
Because I can't tell you enough that I
love you-And just how very much.

Let me love you- This one time and make
it mean more than the rest;
Then hold me so tight-As I fall asleep with
my head apon your chest.

By: Nikiz_Heart
To my husband Lewis
for all the love we shair!!

a time of fear

2005-11-02T14:14:00.000-04:00

I had this fear I was losing you;
I got so scared didn't know what
to do.

I fought that fear with all I had;
I couldn't remember a time I
ever felt so sad.

For you've been my life inside
and out;
The only one I've ever truly
cared about.

We have built our life together
so real, And so true.
I never want to belong to anyone
but you.

We were always meant to be-I've
known that from the start;
And I know now you'll never let
nothing tear us apart.

I've seen this fight in you,That wasn't
there before;
But it brought out your love and made
it mean more.

I'm just so sorry-I didn't believe you
from the start;
Don't worry you now and always have
have my whole heart.

It was a fear I won't fear know more;
Because that's what best friends are
for.

2005-10-31T03:21:00.000-04:00

I pulled out my book from the little brown
drawer;
To set down and write of what my mind
holds in store.

I can't always be sure about what comes
out.
But I always can be sure It's worth writing
about.

It's mostly my feelings I bury so deep
inside;
When It all comes out,I become glad
there's nothing I hide.

Because keeping it in could never be real;
Especially when it all comes down to
exactly how I feel.