NOT JUST ANOTHER YEAR....

We welcome in a new year;
With that I wipe away a single
but not forgotten tear.

A happy tear, okay maybe a
sad;
Another year has come to pass
is that really so bad.

Sure my world gets turned up
side down;
And every now and then, things
come unwound.

If I had to make a resolution what
would that be?
That maybe in 2006...I can really
be me.

Some of us set and think..Another
wasted year;
I want to leave 2005 remembering
hugs,Laughter,Smiles, The memories
we forever hold dear.

Can't we come together in 2006 try
to embrace;
Living another day happy to see
the laughter in our children's face.

So lets bring this year in being
happier then before;
Never forgetting the memories
as we open "New Years" door.

By:Nicole Myers
C:December 31st
2 hrs. Away from 2006

WISHING EVERYONE A WONDERFUL
NEW YEAR!!!

From you, The beauty in a rose

there's nothing like the beauty in a rose;
there's nothing like watching it as it
blossoms and grows.

I set here and thank about how special
you make me feel;
With roses, And cards,With your arms
rapped around me,It all becomes so real.

I thank about our sad times, And happy
times there were many;
But we came through the bad, And made it
through the good times plenty.

I thank about how glad I am you want and
need me;
My roses live, Showing me our lives together
were meant to be.

I thank again how happy you make me,How the
roses bring tears and laughter to my face;
Making me realize you will always be my
happy place.

Again I picture our forever after;
cuddling close to you, as we take in our
children's laughter.

C:December 15, 2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

Dedicated to my husband
through the good, And bad
You will always be my best
friend. The love of my life!!

Getting back on track with my sister

" Getting back on track with my sister"
We have our ups and downs, And sure It's a battle, That I know; But here and now I'm your little sister..... So with that there's these feelings I need to show.
I came into your world faster then you wanted, I remember those stories as a kid; About me, With all the crazy things you said, And did.
We laughed about it then....But I thank those feelings stayed in you a little bit; With that here I am writing you this as I set.
You said some awful things that hurt me so deep inside; It felt like my world came crumbling down, And I was left with nowhere else to hide.
But your my sister and I love you that much will always be true; No matter what awful things we both say, Or do.
I'm here and now telling you that sisters we will always be; No matter what awful things you thank of me.
I only wish we had more time to spend together, Then you might know me more; But in the end I will always be there, Because that's what sisters are for.
C: December 5, 2005 By: Nicole Myers
Dedicated to my middle sister Kelly .WE have made it through the toughest fights...With in the end ...Tears, And smiles I love you sis....Always and forever more

Rising above 9/11

" Rising Above 9/11"
Today was a day, So scary for many; I remember it well, As well as any. It took my breath away, Looking through the screan. Watching the towers a blaze. My heart felt pain, I just stood there in all; The smoke rising, As I watch those towers start to fall. I did'nt remember the tears coming, But I sure remember how fast they fell; wondering how many lives were lost? And how time would only tell. I thought about those passengers, And how scared they must have been; Knowing this was the end for them, And never seeing there families faces again. These are the things we think could'nt happen to us; But so many times,In so many ways over, and over, It always does. This was my America, And somehow they got in; Even better those towers will rise, And all those lives will live again. 9/11 the first day, I remembering my freedom seeing fear; On this day I'm sure all of America shed a tear. We will rise up!!And our towers will too! This is our America THE RED, WHITE, AND THE BLUE!!!!
BY: Nicole Myers 9/11/2005

"My truest friend"

My closest friend has truly become
you;
I hope I'm just as much your friend
to.

I remember that time my mother made
me feel sad;
Your words was all it took then I didn't
feel so bad.

I know I'm fragile, And things bring me
down;
But It always seams things get better
whenever your around.

I really don't know what I'd do if you
weren't here;
I guess I just wanted to make my true
feelings clear.

You have brightened each, And everyday;
With just the kind words you always have
to say.

I hope we stay true friends with each
passing year;
And always be there for one another
whenever we shed a tear.

C:sept. 15, 2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

I dedicate this to my new best friend
Jeannie K.....For the little time we've
been friends. She has been the best
friend I've ever had in all my life.
I appreciate her, I love , And value here
friendship..A thank you to her....Niki

" The old me"

I lay exhausted on the bathroom floor;
Waiting on the "old me" To come
Walking through the door.

I know what makes me hurt and
I just don't want to work on making
it better;
Even though I know if I did it put the
"old me" back together.

I can't stand the pain I'm going through;
And somehow reaching for another pill
is all I know how to do.

The "old me" was this person I liked much
more;
But getting back to me doesn't seem like much
to hope for.

I called out her name if she called back
I didn't here;
Getting the "old me's" attention is my
addictions only fear.

My addiction controls weather or not
I get the "old me" back;
And that I'm afraid is the only way of
getting my life back on track.

Who I am now is someone I fear for;
Now if only I could get up the strength
to open up a new door.

Put the "old me" back in that place she
used to be;
Then for the first time in forever truly
be me.

C:April 20,2005
By: Nikiz_Heart

Some painful memories, Hurtful times in my life
but again they are all apart of my life. I'm fighting
this battle hard! And I'm doing better.writing
brings me to the top. Keeps me happy. And Family
and friends..Make my life worth living..A thank you
to them.